so after the worst day of work in years i decided to take a nap. i woke up sometime around midnight to find out that lance hahn had passed away. for those of you who don't know who lance hahn was, he was the lead singer/guitarist of cringer and j church, and did time in monsula, jawbreaker, beck, and cilantro. he was a good friend of mine, not to mention my hero. i have been obsessed with his music for over 10 years now and had the pleasure to release a j church 7" last year. i totally lost it and this week has been so fucking terrible. i keep eating ritalin and diazapam to numb myself from the way i feel. i tried to make it to the funeral but work and money got in the way. i really don't know what else to say. lance hahn was my god.